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New Journal!! [01 Feb 2005|03:59pm] Hey yall..jus sayin i have a new journal!! My user name is ukn0wul0veit or jus click on the link up at the top..by my site thingy!! alright! xoxo! <3 ya bitches!! dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

a lil questionare..fill it out! [28 Dec 2004|03:13am] 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? Or did you ever have a crush on me? 5. Have we kissed? If no, would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? 16. What is the biggest memory you have of me? 15 LoVeZ iT! ♥ dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

Another New Layout! [27 Dec 2004|08:15pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Britney Spears--Showdown! ] Hey yall! how ya lyk my new layout!? yeah...i wanted something new!! so i changed it! so how bout last nite i wrote my mom a letter bout how i have been feelin lately..and stuck it in her purse..and she either din see it..er jus hasnt sed anything bout it yet!!! but..i explained why im such a bitch lately..nd i called kayla last nite nd left her a message ((cryin)) sayin that i loved her..nd was prolly never gonna see her again..er fer a long long time!! it really sux havin ta call yewr best friend lyk that..nd tell her that!! but..hopefully my mom will let me go ta new orleans fer spring break!! we're goin to the mall tomorrow..nd i have $100 left over..nd im kinda thinkin bout not spendin too much of it..to show her that im still gonna save fer new orleans!!! i love it there..doesnt she see that!! i think its a trust issue!! i din do anything to lose her trust!! i tell the truth..i make good grades..im not an alchie er a drugie!! so whats the prob!? i really needa "talk" wit her..but she never wants ta sit down when i ask her to!!! but..ima go get some shyt dun roun here!! <3 Britt!! *Lemme know wha chu think bout the new layout!* 2 LoVeZ iT! ♥ dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

Christmas Day! [25 Dec 2004|07:51pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | True--Ryan Cabrera ] OH MY GOSH!! Louis is effin callin me nonstop!! yesterday..he called 9 times..within lyk 6 hours!! thats a lot compared to his usual..which is lyk..NEVER!!! he wanted me ta go walkin wit him last nite..at lyk 10:45..so i asked my mom nd shes lyk uh no its too late ((it was kinda late)) but ive been soooooooooooo x143343285781456476512374134571657165 bored so far over this break!!!! last nite i was up till lyk 4:30 in the morning..nd i din get up until 1:30!! so..it was nice..my mom came in lyk 3 times askin if i was gonna "spend christmas wit the family"..then she tryed ta kiss me on my forehead!! i guess she forgot the HUGE fite we got into last nite!!! yeah..nd i talked ta kayla..its effin snowin down there! so not fair!! she lives in New Orleans...and its snowing!! im so mad!! but..im glad fer her..cuz i dun think shes ever seen snow!! so its pretty kewl!! Jeremy has been callin me boocue lately too!! i love him tho..so its okaii!! hes my baby boi!! but..not much else to say..this break is so boring!! i haffta return my clothes tomorrow..so maybe i'll have a lil talk wit my mom!! we really do needa talk!! lata bitchez!! <3 Britt!! dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

what i got fer christmas! [24 Dec 2004|10:32pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | White Houses--Vanessa Carlton! ] okaii...sooo..lets make a list of what i got for christmas! *Terror Squad cd *Ciara cd *Destiny's Child cd *A stupid remote control car! ((WTF!!!)) *American Eagle sweater ((too big)) *American Eagle matching jacket nd pants ((too big)) *Aeropostale matching hoodie nd pants *Aeropostale undies *A cross necklace *Will & Grace Season 1&2 ((love that show)) *2 Kangol bucket hats ((white and pink)) *A dooney and bourke purse ((din think i was gettin that)) *Purple and Blue mascare ((what was she smokin when she bought that!?)) *A bunch of Mary-Kay stuff *Nd got into a huge fight wit my mom bout her not trustin me enough ta let me go to New Orleans..even though i have my own money..nd she wont let me spend it the way i want to!! So...Christmas pretty much sucked this year..except for the purse!!! soo..yeah!! im upset!! i took down ALL my pix in my room cuz i cant stand lookin at them any more!! Nd i spent all afternoon nd evening crying!! I havent eaten anything all day ((jus half a candy cane)) nd i really dont have the feeling to eat!! im soo pissed!! shes never gonna let me go bakk to New Orleans!! NEVER!!! So im never really gonna be happy!! A lot of my really good friends are down there..but NOOOOO my mom sed that since shes not there..we're too far apart..so she doesnt want me to go!! Even tho kaylas mom is jus lyk a mother to me!!! But..i cant talk bout it any more..ima buss inta tears again!! so..ima go lay down..some more!! hopefully things will get better!! dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

ChrisTmaS EvE!! [24 Dec 2004|12:12pm] [ mood | content ] gosh! this break has been sooooo boring so far!! i have been talkin ta kay a lot tho...nd i talked to jeremy last nite!! i asked my mom if i could go down there..nd that id save up my own money!! a ticket is only $185..((with tax)) and i have $177 already!! so only 10 more dollars..so she better let me go!!! ima be so pissed if she doesnt!! i usually go fer new years..but..cant do that now..cuz she already told kim i would go to miami wit her!! umm..i dun wanna go to miami..i wanna go to new orleans! thats what i REALLY want for christmas..but nooooooo!! she sux!!! maybe i'll ask her todaii bout it..its $202! so i would need $25 fum her!! how awsome!! ima talk to her bout that!! i would LOVE to go to New Orleans..i jus need $25!! i hope she'll let me go!! oh i pray to god she'll let me go!!! dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

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soOooOoooOoo effin bored!! [20 Dec 2004|10:11pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Terror Squad--Take Me Home <<i love that damn song!! ] yeah..def bored outta my mind!! soo this weekend i din do anything!! kirby came over ta kims wit me saturday nite..nd we played a board game ((pretty funnie)) wit this guy pablo..he acted lyk he was 24 but he was 37!!! big surprise..lol!! but..we stayed up till lyk 2 watchin kim, my mom, nd their friend krystal get drunk!! nd krystal's lil girl kept tellin me nd kirby she was gonna kill us...CREEPY LIL GIRL!! she scared us!! lmao!! she was a weird one!! then kirby slept over here last nite..nd we were gonna go over to Louis's house..nd i called him nd errything ((cuz i was feelin a lil horny..lmao)) nd he sed come on over..so i got into a BIG fight wit my mom bout lettin me go..that prolly took 15 mins...nd so she made me give her his house number...nd i sed uh no thats what i have a cell fone fer!! so im really mad bout that now!! nd when we got to Louis's house lyk a 5 min walk ((soo it was lyk 20 mins before i actually got there)) he wasnt home!! so my mom made me pissed bout that!! i think she called him tho!! i really do!! cuz i came home..nd pushed redial..nd it was 11 in there..nd i think she pushed that ta cover up her callin him!! that bitch!! aggghh! im so drove wit my parents!! why all of a sudden is there no trust wit us!? i told her todaii ta turn off my cell fone if shes gonna be plannin on callin my friends house instead of my cell fone!! but i doubt that im gettin my fone turned off!! id go CRAZY wit out it!! but todaii we went out..nd went to return my grandparents gift they got me..cuz erick got me Will & Grace season 1 nd so did my grandma..so we went nd got season 2! then we went to the mall..nd i got a new shirt frum American Eagle..its really cute! i tried on a smaller size..nd it fit really nice in my stomache...but it made my boobs look huge..so i stuck wit the bigger size!! it looked lyk i had D's goin on!! i dun want that shyt man!! lol!! then we got some lunch..took FOREVER to get it!! it was crazy..then came home..nd jus watched tv!! then kayla called me..she was at stuarts house!! so i talked to my baby stuart..i miss him sooo much! i din realize how much i lyked him until now..ima marry that bout!! lol!! i told him when i came down i was gonna go see him nd give him so hott sex!! lol..he was lyk oh okaii cool!! lmao!! hes crazzy!! but i miss erryone down there!! i hadda talk wit my mom bout lettin me go down there!! i sed that if i save up my own money..nd make good grades..As nd Bs...then i wanna go down fer spring break! she sed we'd think bout it..so thats a no! she jus needs ta say it flat out instead of my givin my hopes up!!! i hate that shyt!!! then my grandma came over..nd complained bout my bathroom..so i cleaned it todaii..nd she called at lyk 8 nd was lyk so did yew clean yewr bathroom!? she doesnt even live here why does she care!!?! but..ima go..im gonna watch my Will & Grace Season 1 thing that i got frum Erick sunday fer christmas!! xoxo! <3 Britt! dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

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sOoOooOoooO much to tell! [15 Dec 2004|04:41pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Dem Francize Boyz--In My White Tee! ] Yeah buddie!! todaii was pretty eventful!! Chris C is talkin ta me agian! kinda happy nd kinda dun care at the same time bout that!! i did really lyk him..jus the whole bunch of nasty shyt he wanted me ta do is what kinda pissed me off!! but..i guess he noes Louis nd they are kinda close..b/c he asked me what was up wit us todaii! nd i was lyk um im mad at him! nd hes lyk oh so are yall goin out or do yall jus mess around! i go we jus mess around!! but i am really mad at Louis!! its the saran wrap thing that pushed me over!! it was pretty rude!!! but..im kinda wantin ta talk ta Chris again!! Louis gets mad errytime i say i talked ta him!! i guess he doesnt lyk him too much!! But Chris got excited todaii when i told him i was goin ta get my tounge pierced after school!! soooo excited!! that dirrty lil boi!! but..yeah..so me nd Chris mite be talkin wit each other again soon!! yeah..i did really lyk him..but i also have strong feelings fer Louis still..even after our lil incident! *OOpsie..lmao..i jus broke the arm on my computer chair..lmao!!* But yeah!! so ima bit confused!! i really think Louis did that cuz he thought that i really wanted to have sex wit him..but i didnt!! but i think he thought since i suggested it that i wanted ta do it!! BUT I DIDNT DO IT!! im sooo proud of myself!!! yeah but i did call Louis todaii! i thought he was sick cuz i havent talked or seen him in a while.i talked to him mondaii..he was invitin me over ta go smoke weed wit him..but i din go!! but other than that!! he sed he has jus been in a lot of trouble!! sooo i was lyk oohhh! Yeah so how bout My Bestest Friend in the whole wide world..has fukkin AOL Gaurdian on her damn computer cuz of her stupid ass brother!! im so pissed bout that!! GRRR!! why!? wtf..shes fukkin 16 she shouldnt have that shyt on her computer!! im jus so pissed bout that!! gosh!!! its ridicilous!! man!! But yeah i did get my tounge pierced todaii..din hurt when they did it..but it hurts a lil now that ive talked nd i tryed to eat something but it hurt soooo bad to do it!! but..it looks cute!! there was guys there lookin at me when i walked in..one ((the cutest one)) was prolly 18 er 19!! they were lyk wow yewr gettin yewr tounge pierced..its gonna hurt!! but i came out..no tears..no different expression..so they thought i chickened out but..NOOO NOT BRITT...BRITT NEVER CHICKENS OUT!!! lmao!! but..its a lil soar now!! but ill get over it!! im glad my mom took me ta go get it dun!! shes awsome!! but..we're boutta go out..so ill write if anything good happens in my lyf..lol!! xoxo! <3 Britt!! dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

[11 Dec 2004|09:39pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Pitbull--Damnit Man! ] hey! whats up! not much here..sittin up in my room!! listenin to my Pitbull cd..hmm..so all day i din do anything!! i sat around!! last nite i din go ta be till lyk 3 in the morning..i was watchin Halloween Resurection..nd then werked out! then todaii i woke up at lyk 11:30..nd i watched Laguna Beach..then i ran jus half a mile..then Wesley was at my door..so i got dressed nd walked roun wit him fer a while! nd he was makin prank calls!! it was pretty funnie!! lol!! my dad has been layin down our hard wood floors all day!! its been soooo noisy!! i made dinner!! it was really good!! i made chicken tortillas!! it was very very very yummy!! lol!! im learnin..so i can cook fer my spanish husband!! lol!! my mom sed i mite be able ta get my tounge pieced over winter break! i think tounge rings are soooo hott!! yeah..i jus need lyk 20 more dollars!! ohh..i also rearranged my room todaii!! i put a chair in it..i love this chair! but yeah..not much ta talk bout..pretty lame weekend so far!! nothin eventful at all!! it sux!! tomorrow i gotta do homewerk!! a whole ass load too!! but..ima go nd clean up my room a lil!! im expectin a SPECIAL call lata!! lmao!! xoxo! <3 Britt dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

i over reacted! [02 Dec 2004|09:09pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Avant--Cant Wait! ] lol!! yeah! i def over reacted!! cuz after i came home i went to sleep rite..nd then i was boutta leave at lyk 6:45 to go get some applacations fer a job..nd i saw that i missed a call frum Louis at 4:05!! lol!! i was def asleep then! but i called him bakk nd told him i was asleep!! i feel so childish nd stupid now!! but he told me ta go up ta football fanatics cuz they higher at 15 too..so after school tomorrow..im goin up to the mall to fill out some applications!! it really sux..i wasnt gonna werk until lyk my Senior year..but we're lyk really really strapped on money!! my dad called this place to see if we could get a loan todaii..thats how strapped we are!! so..my mom took me up to the scrapbook store, halmark, nd publix..nd every where but publix wasnt highering..soooo i hadda put in an application fer there!! im def not baggin!! i hate that!! so..tomorrow after my dad picks me up..im goin up to the mall to get applications..nd maybe even to the movies to see if they are highering at 15! yep yep!! but..i jus wanted ta say..that im stupid..nd i def over reacted bout louis..he called me lyk he always does..nd left a cute lil message fer me!! hehe!! so yeah!! i still ((of course)) am head over heels fer him!! but..i gotta go nd finish translating this shakespeare poem! xoxo! <3 MeeH! dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

// Why dO ii aLwaYs GeTT scReWeD oVEr LiKe tHis! \\ [02 Dec 2004|06:18pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | 112--Anywhere! ] okaii..im soooooooo upset rite now!! todaii i came home..nd Louis was outside wit another girl..nd din even say hey to me lyk he usually does! nd then he din call me at all todaii!! im so upset!! kirb says maybe he din see me..but i dunno!! i feel used! i feel lyk he got what he wanted frum me..nd now hes gone!! moved on to bigger nd better things! but davin nd colin were there to comfort me too!! davin got pissed..nd was askin me if there was anything he could do to make me feel better! nd colin was lyk man..he wouldnt do that to you..if i was him i wouldnt leave you..id still be there hittin it! soo it was a kinda sweet dirrty thing ta say i guess!! but im really upset bout it! kirb thinks im in love wit him!! nd im startin to think i am too!! because..ive never been lyk this wit any one since adam..nd i havent felt half the things ive felt wit adam as i have wit louis..he makes me feel soo good! lyk hes sucha sweet guy!! but i gotta go eat..nd finish homewerk..jus hadda get everything out!!! xoxo! <3 Britt! dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

[01 Dec 2004|03:58pm] [ music | Lil Jon, Usher, nd Ludacris--Lovers & Friends ] ..::sigh::..okaii so there is this guy ive been talkin to fer a while..LOUIS..omg!! i lyk him sooooo much! yall jus dont know!! todaii he came over..nd we've been talkin fer a long time..nd he came over todaii..nd it was jus so sweet!! hes sucha sweet guy!! i cant see myself wit anyone else but him rite now!! gosh..no one can compare to him!! i lyk him soooooooo much yall!! im so confused bout whatta do! he comes over every day nd we jus hang out! i love how he holds me..nd jus will kiss me on my forehead!! nd how we jus lay with each other when we watch a movie..gosh!! i jus love the way he makes me feel!!! i feel sooo safe in his arms!! i cant remember ever feeling lyk this! i thought i was in love before..but now that im wit Louis..ive realized that i havent been in love yet nd that if i do fall in love..it would be wit Louis! man oh man! i dunno what else ta write right now..im on the phone tellin kirby allll bout my day!! how great it was!! hehe! so yeah! nd i gotta go do some homework nd study fer a spanish test so when Louis gets bakk frum football i can talk to him!! gosh!!!! okaii! xoxo! <3 MEEH!! 4 LoVeZ iT! ♥ dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

uh huh..yeah buuddie! [29 Nov 2004|06:38pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | R.Kelly--Down Low! ] Hey yall!!! yeah buddie..he came over after school! i was sleepin so i jus told him ta come in when he came over!! so i was sleepin..nd he came in nd woke me up! we was "chillen" (lmao) in my room fer a bit!! then my dogs started barkin boocue loud..so i thought my dad was home..so i told marcus ta hide on the side of my bed..nd then my mom called..so i was flippen out..nd i told her marcus was over..nd shes lyk have him go in the bathroom..go outside..nd all that! but i went out..nd looked out the window nd no one was here!! stupid ass dogs got me all worried!! paranoid bra! lol!! but then we went outside nd hung out! nd he left lyk and hour ago!! it was fun!! we so mean to each other..but its cute!! i lyk hit him sooo hard on his face..nd i din mean to..nd he got all mad..nd was lyk..yew better kiss it! so..i kissed it! nd then his lil bro ((such a doll baybie!)) came over..nd john was there too! so we was all hangin out! they a trip! marcus fukkin punched me on my thigh nd gave me a dead leg..it hurt lyk fukkin hell! we was play fightin tho..soo it was fun..he does get kinda rough..but i can take it! ahaha! nd then he punched me on my butt..so i was dun wit that! nd i would be up talkin..nd his lil bro nd john would be behind me nd smack my ass boocue hard!! it hurt! my bootie was soo red!! lol! yeah! other that all that shyt..i got a lot of homewerk ta do since i was absent fer lyk a whole week! yep yep! nd marcus isnt comin ta school tomorrow until lyk 9:30 cuz hes a junior nd doesnt needa take that damn readin test thing lyk us!! fukkin bastard!! so..yeah! but i haffta ride the bus wednesday morning..so he sed he would walk down here nd come get me nd go to my bus stop so i dun miss the bus cuz i have no idea what time it comes in the morning!! yea...so ima go..finish some homewerk..nd go out nd hopefully hit up the mall real quick! holla bakk bitches! xoxo! <3 Britt! dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

So THiS iS HoW iT FeeLS! [24 Nov 2004|02:01am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Pitbull--She's Freaky! ] omg yall..i really lyk marcus!!! im soooooo x790732848236 into him its not even funnie!! its def lyk 2 in the morning..nd i went out at 11:30 ta see him nd jus got in!! we jus chillen! but it was so sweet! on the real!! we were lyk chillen at his friends house..nd we went outside nd smoked..nd on the way in..marcus had me stop nd he held me nd kissed me on the top of my head!! omg!!! i noe its not that big..but thats lyk the sweetest thing i think!! i jus think its really sweet!! nd then we were layin on the sofa together under the covers nd i was lyk freezin so he was rubbin my legs nd my arms nd bakk to warm me up!! i dunno yall..hes jus so sweet! i noe all that shyt chris says bout what marcus tells him isnt true!! i dun think it is any way!! nd then he walked me bakk home..nd after i got bakk in through my window..he was helpin me put the screen in..nd i wasnt expectin it..nd he kissed me!! my gah yall! im so into him! i cant remember the last time i felt this way bout someone!! nd lyk..he doesnt seem lyk other guys!! hes doesnt seem lyk hes talkin ta me jus ta get some..or its not the biggest goal fer him! i really dun think he cares if he gets any frum me er not!! but i could be wrong! i never thought adam was the way he was...nd look how that turned out!! i dunno! all i noe is that i really lyk this guy..nd im seriously fallen fer him BIG TIME!! so hopefully something will blossom between us! i really want it to!! oh yeah..nd he def got into a fite tonite up at the school after the game..nd he sed he was slammed on the ground by a cop!! it was all on the news!! nd then..i found out hes been in jail twice!! gosh i jus love the bad boys dun i!! nd hes been stabbed..nd shot!! gosh..mutha fukkin gangsta here!! lmao!! welp yall! ima go ta sleep! aint goin ta school tomorrow ((of course)) nd marcus is suspended..so we mite be hangin out! i dunno..thats if he calls me!! xoxo! <3 Britt! dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

Why CanT he sEE thAT iiM thE BesT ThiNg THatS eVEr haPPenEd tO hiM!?! [22 Nov 2004|12:58pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Crazy In Love--Eminem! ] Okaii soo lets see!! I def havent beed to school since thursday last week..nd i went to the doctors todaii..nd they told me that i shouldnt go bakk until next monday..cuz i have a sinus infection!! that sux!! i really wanna see marcus! but..thisll be a test fer him! if he really cares bout me..then he'll call nd ask why i havent been ta school ina long ass time!! but i highly doubt that hes gonna call!! but i really do lyk him!! Soo0o0o0ooo..ive been sick since thursday..but i still went to school...nd thursday nite i left to go to busch gardens wit kirb nd her family! then saturday nd sunday we went to masons baseball tournaments! nd i was feeling lyk major CRAP the whole time!! but ima solider so i stuck it out!! but..it din help me either but oh well! but..tomorrow nite im leavin ta go to my aunts in GA then wednesday me her nd my cousins are leavin fer a 10 hour road trip to virginia!! ohhh joy!! 10 hours in the damn car wit a 8 year old nd a 5 year old!! but its lyk a lil family reunion thing on my dads side of the family..so itll be kewl! but the doc told me notta be doin much until lyk wednesday or thursday!! Oh nd so how bout..saturday nite while i was in tampa ((or where ever the hell we were)) chris fukkin called me nd sed that i better be ready cuz he was on his way ta come nd get me! nd i sed too bad im in tampa..nd he fukkin thought i was jokin! but then we started talkin a lil..nd he sed that marcus had told him that me nd marcus had sex that one nite i snuck out!!!! UH DEF NOT!!! Ive made a BIG promise to myself nd i plan on keepin it!! but..i think chris is jus believin what he wants to believe...i dun think marcus told him anything! i jus think chris is makin assumpsions!!! but..ima go nd lay down..im feelin lyk major shyt!! so..peace bitches! hope ya lyk the new layout i did lyk last wednesday!! xoxo! <3 Britt!! 4 LoVeZ iT! ♥ dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

--FuuUUukK!!-- [15 Nov 2004|08:43pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Eminem--Ass Like That! ] Damnit man!! I always end up feelin this way!! I was jus talkin ta kay..nd realizing how bad i miss it!! god! i swear!! things arent goin too well fer me lately!! marcus pretends i dun even exist!!! my stupid ass mother doesnt think i should be goin bakk to new orleans..nd kim is fukkin agreein wit her!! nd i KNOW that if kay came here we wouldnt have any fun!! i mean yeah..there are things to do! but nothing compared to wha im used ta doin when im down there!! here theres jus goin to the movies, bowling, if ppl are here that i know that weekend then maybe even a lil smokin nd drinkin!! but down there..im always forever drinkin or hung over..stayin out boocue late..til lyk 4 in the morning..nd if not weve got boocue ppl over..or weve snuck out ta go over ta some otha niggas house ta chill nd smoke wit him!!! not even that..i jus enjoy seein ppl that i havent seen in a long time! so yeah! i miss all that!! i swear!! compared to all that..we wouldnt have fun here fer new years!! do yew think we would!? i think not!! so ima be savin up my money! my mom sed if kay came here..then she would think bout it! but kay cant come here..her mom werks till 6-7..nd the day care closes at 4! so kay hasta be able ta get her brother nd watch him until her mom gets home..nd kay does have a job..thats hard to get time off fer!! so yeah!! nd kim is sayin how she doesnt want me movin bakk there!! but i honestly feel that the more they keep me from there..then the sooner im able ta go bakk i will!! i noe rite now that as soon as i can move out im gonna!! yeah! nd how bout..im jus so fukkin drove that marcus is fukkin playin games that i was hopin only adams ol fukkin stupid ass played wit me! but obviously not!! thank god i din let him come bakk to my room wit me!! FUKK MAN!! why all this fukkin drama again!? damn..i thought i was over all that shyt! but..i guess no matter who i get wit..they're gonna be puttin me through drama! i guess thats what i get fer actually havin strong feelings fer someone!! damn man!! why!? when i lyk someone this much..nd decide ta fool round wit them..how come i always get hurt!! why do i always pick the fukkin players!?! im actracted ta nothing but players!! shyt man! i swear! fukk all this! nd my fukkin mom wonders why ive changed! its cuz im not fukkin happy anymore! i pretend i am! i do have better days then some! but none of my days go better than planned!! i always walk through the hall..hopin ill see marcus nd he'll jus come up nd gimme a huge hug lyk he used to! but it doesnt happen! i barely even talk to him since wednesday!! ever since that nite!! WTF!! why does this shyt always happen!! ima be a loney ol lady wit nothing but 17 cats living wit her!!! i swear! nd at this point..im not interested in anyone but marcus!! ive fallen head over heels for this guy..nd once i find someone that i think i could have something serious with..i end up gettin fukked over again!! it sux!! im tried of that shyt man!! i had no clue he would be lyk this!! but i guess i shoulda learned frum that past..all those guys were the same..so why would marcus be any different..right!?  yeah so..i think this is filled wit enough drama fer the day!! if anything new..((something worth writting bout)) comes up..im sure yew'll hear bout it!! peace bitches!!   dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

*LeMMe TeLL yOU!!* [13 Nov 2004|03:29pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | 3ncore ((the new eminem cd!)) ] Oh my lordy B!!! lemme tell you! Todaii we went up to the fair..nd there was some fine ass nigga werkin up there!! One wit a tounge ring..have no clue how old he is! nd the other wit gorgeous blue eyes..hes 20! NICE!!! lol!! so yeah..we had fun todaii at the fair!! sexxi ass guys!! but..too bad they travel wit the fair! they lyk live in alabama! ahaha! damn! that sux rite thurr!!! but..oh well!! So last nite..me kirb nd tara all went out bowlin! it was pretty fun!! Tara is crazzy!! i love that chick!! lmao!! so yeah! thats wha we did last nite!! nd im really upset that i havent talked to my Marc man fer lyk 3 days!! im so upset bout that!!! i saw him yesterdaii at school fer lyk 5 mins..sed hey nd hugged him..nd thats all!! WTF! man..i new this shyt was gonna happen!! I knew that he was gonna get a lil action nd fukkin leave!! lyk erry guy does!! GOSH! im sick of it!! i actually thought he was different!!!! oh nd so how bout also..i went to go get my permit yesterdaii..nd the lady sed that we could go at 5:15-5:45..nd they were fukkin closed!! what the hell!? so my mom called em bakk nd bitched em out..nd they sed its frum 4:15-4:45!! so..yeah!! i gotta go mondaii now!! so..guess ill haffta wait another daii!! ::grrr:: not goin too well this week!! well..these past 3 days!!! ::sigh:: marcus's got me so upset!! gosh! so yeah!! but my mom knew i was upset yesterdaii..so she took me to go get the new eminem cd that jus came out yesterdaii! so im happy! its a really good cd! of course it is..its eminem!! so im listenin to that rite now!! so its puttin me in an okaii mood!! im goin shoppin tomorrow wit kimmy..so that'll cheer me up even more! so yeah!! so ill write in here lata if anything good happens ((which the way things are goin..im sure nothing good will happen fer a while))!! 4 LoVeZ iT! ♥ dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

|| ii CanT reMEmBeR ThE LasT tiME ii FeLT tHiS wAY!! || [11 Nov 2004|11:18am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Jennifer Lopez--Alive! ] ::sigh:: hey yall whats up!? not much here!! jus chillen!! hmm..yeah!! soo last nite as great!! it was wonderfull!!! mi gosh! yeah..so i came home frum school..nd he called me bout 3! so he came over nd we hung out then! nd we called chirs ta fukk wit him..cuz chris embarrased the shyt outta me at school!! so we called him ta mess wit his head! lol! nd then i walked roun wit him nd his friend..went bakk to his friends house nd chilled wit them watchin them play xbox!! how much fun!!! lmao! then i went home cuz my mom called..so Marcus gave me a huge hug nd sed he was gonna call me later so i could come out!! so i went out ate wit my parents...then came home! i layed down fer a lil..nd then Marcus called me at bout 10:30! so i went outside wit him nd chilled on the corner! then my mom called me freakin out askin me why i wasnt in front of the house..nd i told her i was on the corner! <<lmao..i sound lyk a hooker!<< so she told me i hadda be home by 11!! so..me nd him chilled a lil bit..nd he was holdin me..how cute!! nd then we kissed!! awwwww....yeah! i was so happy! yep yep yep!! then i went home..nd snuck bakk out at lyk 11:20 when my mom was in bed..nd came bakk home at lyk 1!! lemme tell yew! hes a GREAT kisser..lmao!! we reenacted the whole adam nd me by the ditch thing..but this time it was in someones front yard!! ahaha!! poor ppl!! hope they dun get mad!! lol!! so then we were talkin ta gordon fer a while.hes sucha kewl kid! nd then Marcus helped me sneak bakk in through the window..nd made sure i din get caught!! Gosh yall..i lyk him soooo much!! im so glad i met him! hes such a sweetie!! but hey..ima go! gotta go do lunch wit the fam! xoxo! I'll write in here lata if anything new happens wit me nd Marcus! which im sure it will! so..love yall! xoxo! <3 Brittany!! 1 LoVeZ iT! ♥ dO yOu LoVe iT!?!

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